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Thin

The Goal

We al want to be thin. Question: how do we reach the goal? What goal? Those who dont understand think that we are sick. But we are not! we are clear in our heads, we know what to do, just like everybody else! So why are they against us? I dont know, maby they are jealous?

Well, first you have to think about what you want, pretty easy : you want to be thin. But how? Are you going to start run six miles a day? There are not many of us who can do that! Where are you going to start? You have to make a plan : My goal: to lose 6 kg on three weeks.

How: eat less, do more exercises, find my self a thinspiraition. So. Now I have a Goal and I know how to reach it! But its not that easy as it may seem. I have to push my self and I know that after a cuple of days I am standing there alone becos Ana has left me. Why? I dont know. she likes to test me and some times I fail. But then I reminde my self that I started whit out her and that she will come back when she thinks that I´m ready.

People around

The people around... To tell ore not to tell? I finde it very hard to fast becose of my sister and the rest of the people, they se, they talk and they always ask! And I can tell them that I'm on a diet and that I wan to lose wheigt becos they will tell me " you are so thin, why? you dont have to lose wheigt, you are nice as you are, stop talking like that, you are so silly."

If you have the luck to live by yourself the only problem is you, you are alone at home. But when you live at home whit your family its not always that easy. Why? becos the most familys want to eat together, they want to eat dinner, they want to eat out, at the weekends.

But worst? The movie nights, the TV nights! I like to spend some time whit my family, but we eat chips, popcorn, dipps, drink coca cola, and al that stuff, its a part of us, every weekend! Its not only a hell becos sometimes you want to eat everything, you want to binge, you want to fogett! But it can alsow be a hell if you have a family that always pushing you! Are you not going to eat that? Whats wrong? And so on... And when they finaly understand, its a fight. You wont eat just to show them! You are risking your family, you try to make them understand that you wont eat, everybody are getting mad, and the whole family becomes two camps - you and them...


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